Where i Was???

I was moving,with the day & with the night,
I was thinking,about the world & about the world,
I woke up this morning & something pulled me back,
It wasn't sleep,it wasn't the world outside,
It was me!!!
Though for long i waited for it,but finally there was something called as Me inside me
Still Alive!!!
Still want to me look,
Look what i have missed,while my eyes open & my heart closed through all these years.
Last time when i looked, i remember,
I was different,
I don't know about the world,but definitely what my eyes saw was a way different,
Where i was?? is the one big question i left unanswered from all these years,
And now,at this moment,when i want to get Me back,
And,my eyes looked out, Out of the window,
And i realized,I have lost!!
Guess the Me outside is stronger than the Me inside,
And here i am,
Moving,with the day & with the night,
Thinking, about the world & about the world.