Saturday, January 1, 2011

And they lived Happily ever after.....

It came to an end....a happy end.....and they say if you are contented with the end no matters what in between it will rejoice your heart forever...For......Ever.........
The journey started from there...from where we all were in our different worlds....The fact of leaving our old..our best old days was making each one of us gloomy.....i am sure each one of has that last day of college....
And finally heavy heartedly we left all behind......
Bimtech the next thing for us....gave me things which my words can hardly explain.....my feelings can and just trying to give it mere words.....for an introvert like me it starts from here.........
Gained a lot things....lost a few.....but i am happily walking all through........
I remember  the first day.....and i met her......fell for her with in a week.....
My flatmate....my one of the great friend here Deepika......i can see through her eyes her heart....and i can see through her heart....her care love affection for each one of us.....
and then that once up on a time slim....Niketa....
Bold she is outspoken she is.....d best admirer she is ...the best fighter she is....our neta ji......


There was a void in my heart....which grew...which deepen....which made me restless...
Now standing at the first day of this year..i realised it's no more there....and just there....right there i have you all in my heart.....


Other names which have that deep secure place in my heart.......and they are much more than just being names....are.....
Pratika our cutie our teddy....i know this word will annoy her.....but then....you are....  Neha....loudspeaker...chatterbox....n xyc...but a sweetheart.....  Our  cleanliness obsessiveness compulsion disorder one....Disha....heavy words....but you deserve them darling with all grace....love ya....
Anand....you  being one of the true friend out here.....you know what your smile is what makes you special....
then Mohit....idiot...dumb..unique..but sweet....and off course the ccr...
Uday....i am just too incapable to explain him....his domain...just too vast....and no matter how much i censor my words still all about him come out in beep beep beep.....(read it girls girls girls) and i am so not sure how he gonna react but then who cares uday....Arun rana.....a tough competitor of uday.....and i bet "that" word can give him heartattack.....right.....but too sweet diabetic types he is.....Ashish...Silence Well behaved are just the few words for him......and here i have kanu....whenever she uses word "Listen".....i advice you to shutup and listen...otherwise take your own risk.....my another cute little flatmate......


They are the one close to my heart......close to my life.......no matter how often i talk to them but you all will be right there when i need & i know that.....
It being a short sweet journey.....I know difficult i had been a few times....but thankyou for being there......A smile from you all is what i need..........
And that's how we came to an end..a happy end......
God Bless You all.

Friday, December 3, 2010

And thats how i can say....

Life never has been so indifferent to me...
Never realised missing some one...a few one can ever be so painful....
Moving on with every step but living in past..it’s just a few days back...
Things were different...thoughts were different ...perception was different....
Realising...at the cost of  this difference have lost someone...a few one....
Rude i was...dumb i was....but i swear mean..i never was....
I cried... stone cold i had been...but again..
The cost of losing have shattered me withTears....
The pain was......is.....so deep....dont let me sleep..dont let me weep....
Didn’t realised the value of what i had and....gave up the best....
The best i could ever have...
The pain is so deep that i cant forget and then the regret..........
Take away all my breath...
And i guess thats the end....and dats how it ends.....


Like each one of us at some point...at some instant...end up in making a mistake...
Which rather is much much more than just a mere mistake....i somehow did that...
And then here im......


Its just an another way to say that....Sorry.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Just lik dat...







Just lik dat dis cme to ma mind to share sumthng wid ppl who hav sum worth in ma life...Though fr long i was in illusion..who actuly r "worthy" enuff to b part of ma life...nywzz...




Hav u ol realised dere comes a pnt in life wen we lik to stp fr a while n look bck in our life!!!...Itz too natural fr evryne..nyne to thnk of chngin dere past...atleast a few moments...few persns...a few flngs!!...me too hav thut of it mnytme...bt wat i hav realisd is dat past is nt meant to b chngd...nt evn thnk of chngn it as wat ur nw...wat u hav achvd nw is al becze u wre dat in yor past!!..


If i talk bout maslf...watevr gud or bad hs hppnd wedr itz 10 yrs bck..2 yrs bck or yestrdy has mde a postive impct if nt on ma life bt atlst on me as an Indivdual...
chngng ma outluk n attitude twrds evrythng.......


Dese thuts cme to mind....jst lik dat....bt i wn thank evrbdy who..wre n Are..part of ma life...
becze of u ol i hav realised so many thngs...n most imprtantly i hav realsd i ws a quite dumb wid u ol ppl...na...
nywz u ol hav hlpd me a lot in bcmng bettr rader say a "smart persun"!!!
Smart enuf to carry a fake smile on ma face...Smart enuf to pamper u bi wrdzz....Smart enuf to b lik u!!!....rite....


Thankyou....