And thats how i can say....

Life never has been so indifferent to me...

Never realised missing some one...a few one can ever be so painful....

Moving on with every step but living in past..it’s just a few days back...

Things were different...thoughts were different ...perception was different....

Realising...at the cost of  this difference have lost someone...a few one....

Rude i was...dumb i was....but i swear mean..i never was....

I cried... stone cold i had been...but again..
The cost of losing have shattered me withTears....
The pain was......is.....so deep....dont let me sleep..dont let me weep....

Didn’t realised the value of what i had and....gave up the best....
The best i could ever have...

The pain is so deep that i cant forget and then the regret..........
Take away all my breath...

And i guess thats the end....and dats how it ends.....

Like each one of us at some point...at some instant...end up in making a mistake...

Which rather is much much more than just a mere mistake....i somehow did that...

And then here im......

Its just an another way to say that....Sorry.

Just lik dat...

Just lik dat dis cme to ma mind to share sumthng wid ppl who hav sum worth in ma life...Though fr long i was in illusion..who actuly r "worthy" enuff to b part of ma life...nywzz...

Hav u ol realised dere comes a pnt in life wen we lik to stp fr a while n look bck in our life!!!...Itz too natural fr evryne..nyne to thnk of chngin dere past...atleast a few moments...few persns...a few flngs!!...me too hav thut of it mnytme...bt wat i hav realisd is dat past is nt meant to b chngd...nt evn thnk of chngn it as wat ur nw...wat u hav achvd nw is al becze u wre dat in yor past!!..

If i talk bout maslf...watevr gud or bad hs hppnd wedr itz 10 yrs bck..2 yrs bck or yestrdy has mde a postive impct if nt on ma life bt atlst on me as an Indivdual...

chngng ma outluk n attitude twrds evrythng.......

Dese thuts cme to mind....jst lik dat....bt i wn thank evrbdy who..wre n Are..part of ma life...

becze of u ol i hav realised so many thngs...n most imprtantly i hav realsd i ws a quite dumb wid u ol ppl...na...

nywz u ol hav hlpd me a lot in bcmng bettr rader say a "smart persun"!!!

Smart enuf to carry a fake smile on ma face...Smart enuf to pamper u bi wrdzz....Smart enuf to b lik u!!!....rite....

Thankyou....